SO HUM. What's going on Beki? (why thank you for asking) WELL... let's try some good news.

1a. Bought my first ever Tablet with guiding help in finding one from because she is teh luff.

2b. I was able to scrounge up enough money to buy things for my best friend since middle school Jennifer. (aw dobee does weewoowawa goobiewoos~! )

3c. I have a lot of hours at work again! I normally only have 20~ now it's 34.75 this week! Like a REAL part time job!

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1b. Since I barely have any money, I can't help my mom buy heart medication she's been OUT OF for possibly a month.

2b. My best friend Jennifer lives in Pheonix Arizona... she missed my birthday but remembered to call... *sigh*

3b. I work on xmas eve (when my mom does xmas with us) AND on Christmas day (when my dad's family does xmas)... I also work Tuesday - Sunday, and Sunday at another store waaaay down town....


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My older brother just called half an hour ago (10:50 am). He and his girlfriend got into an argument because she's addicted to cigarettes. Instead of focusing on the fact they need to pack and move by the DAY AFTER XMAS they bickered... in front of their son, who is 2.... My older brother, like a big boy, punched his uber expensive laptop's screen.

My mom just took my van, not allowing me to go with, to go and set my brother's girlfriend straight... after not having any heart meds for quite some time and stressing.

My Tablet I bought? Yeah. I bought that the same day as some headphones from tiger direct... they shipped the headphones first and the information on the Tablet is unavailable, tells me to wait 24 hours for info to go through starting they day it sent info... it sent info to UPS on Saturday... it's now Monday... wtf.

This is my tale. Awesome.

I turned 21 on November 27th... black friday. Neat, I know, I know. wowee. woo.

I got 21 dollars for my birthday. lulz, right? yeah.

Spent it on 3 blue work shirts for wal-mart and blockbuster, since both refuse to give people shirts (blockbuster just doesn't like fat people) and then the rest on a can of pop and cheetoes.

My birthday money leftover is 72 cents. Woot. wow. Yeah. Blowin' yer mind.

Anyway, work is gay, overall. Like, not the hot "oh yeah there's to fantasy anime boys goin' at it!" or even "WHAO those two hot guys are totally holding hands! <3" kind of gay, but the abnormal 'wtf sort of fantasy made up disease gayness of the fifties is this' kind of gay.

The kind that makes you sit back and go "where have my priorities gone?" and then further question "wtf, life? W.T.F?"

So anyway, made a dress for a friend in Australia, she said she got it today (which is SAweeet) and I'm scared it won't fit her (un-SAweeeT).

Um... yeah I guess that's about it. I'll update if it fit or not.

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Apparently an artist is being sued for his own art by an art thief. Spread the word at least if you can't donate.

This could happen to anyone.

TAKE. MY. POLL... I'm so fucking serious. Do it. Take two seconds out of your day, go HERE:
[link] and click on your sizes, matching a shirt size with pant size. If you dunno what it is, then take measurements or ask me or put down other with like... your fucking jean size or something! Do it at the poll link and it'd be anonymous!!! PLEASE!!!

Ask your friends to go too, anyone that cosplays/considers cosplay. Please. Do it. DO IT!!!

I'm going to be starting a seamstress business soon and want to know who my general audience is! LET YOUR SIZE BE anonymously HEARD! Read the instructions carefully before selecting your sizes, though. I want to make sure I'm helping MY PEOPLE, not just making generic tacky costumes like the ones you see on ebay that they overcharge you for simply because they're in hong kong and can get away with it.

HELP ME HELP YOU!!!

If you have any serious questions, ask here before voting!

Send anyone you can that need apply! I need some serious help here! I NEED to KNOW who my target audience is in the costume/cosplay community, I want to hear your votes!

Send deviants, furries, anyone!

Awesome. How's everyone doing? Yeah shut up. Just kidding~! Of course I'm kidding! Maybe.

So after Acen in April (which was... very not pleasant), I came back to find I should live somewhere else. Awesome, right? So I'd moved back home to mumzy and am trying to get back on my feet. Today I think to myself, "Oh, Anime Iowa is coming up and by golly, I have some money for once!" Lo and behold... I missed the last pre-registration day by 5 (now 6) days.

AWESOME. WAY to GO me! Yeah. So I browse the forums for info, find it's 55 at the door. I can do that. Now, will I be able to? This is where I'm worried. The cap is at 3,000 and they have yet to announce where they are filled from just preregs. GAH my nerves are shot! The one thing that was going to pick this year up for me! AUGH I can't believe I let this happen.

So anyway, I've... drawn a page to Zombie Waltz, after...a... year. XD Anyone want to see it? or anything from me? Besides all these RP doodles, that is... *sigh*

Well... that's it for now. Holla back word